I for some reason think about my life everyday, as in I reflect a lot of my days. What I've been thinking about lately is marriage ha ha. Yeah, i get the fact i'm only 15 but when people tell me that, it's annoying cause i'm gonna think about it anyway so why bother seriously. Anyway!
So I want to marry someone for love of course, but maybe that's a little naive? Just a high school thing? But i want my person to have the same standards i do like not swearing for one and drugs and alcohol are just out and i don't want them to think they are dumb or want to be dumb or don't want to try. Giving up is one of those things i can't stand ugh so it can't be in my spouse. I can't have them be annoying as heck either. If they are ugly i wouldn't be able to stand sadly either. Face it. Everyone judges by the cover whether they want to believe it or not. It's not a selfish thing, it's just human nature to be attracted to something that you find nice. I'm not trying to be a jerk, but this is the fact. You can be in denial all you want.
I sometimes wish i wasn't so picky though because i want to be able to get experience and stuff in so when i DO find the right guy, i can actually make myself look more attractive or act more attractive to him lol. I've yet to find a guy that will stick with me and actually likes me for who i am. I guess everyone is searching though huh?
I could never marry anyone i know right now. Well.. maybe one but that's just because i like him ha ha. But seriously. Yuck is what i mean here, they are all idiots and don't know what they are doing.
Sigh okay what ever just my basic thoughts and what i wasn't too lazy to put in :)
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