Human Stupidity

Alright, i'm finally posting something on here! ha ha ha ha


well, let me tell ya. i'm basically confused about how i look at things. mostly i'm a realist alright, but when i want to think of something one way or do something,i contradict it in my mind with another thing... complicated. -.-'' That probably doesn't make sense, but still. it's pissing me off cause i am having such a hard time choosing a side to go with. Erggg

Well, school is almost out. WOO! well actually, real school is done for me (YAY) and lagoon day and year book day are the last two days of school. WOO HOO!! i'm excited if you couldn't tell. No more junior high and stupid 8th graders!!!! and then in about 3 or 4 years, no more stupid high school kids!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GAH excitement!

Bleh, so boys really piss me off too. Yeah yeah girls in junior and high school are supposed to think guys are annoying every day and change their opinion every day blah blah blah i know that. But yeah, maybe that's what's going on with me, but MAN. I've never really known anyone in this time of me being.. awake and paying attention to things.. pregnant basically and WOW. This BOY at school is a total pregnant woman. He changes his emotion all the time. One day "oo i love you mia!" another "O-M-G just go AWAY!! you are so effing annoying" aw thanks i love you too. Another, this other guy is a total FREAK. Totally broke my heart. It's been half a year now and STILL i'm not over him. how pathetic.

I hate how weak i can be sometimes. If i could, i would just change my being lazy and my being a woman. Of course, i don't like girls cause that's just nasty. But i'd much rather be a boy so i could be stronger, not get weird looks when i do things that boys like to do and act like a total guy and just for once not have people think "okay she's got issues" yeah, i hate make up, yeah i hate dresses/skirts, so what? Does that mean i don't like being feminine at some points in my life? Of course not! I still like to look pretty, smell clean, look nice. I just don't do it in such a way you can't tell who i am, if it's my we're looking at, or so it's hard for me to run away in high heels and so guys think i'm for sale. For sale huh? I'll show you for sale.

Ugh, my family bugs me sometimes too. I really wish things would just go away. But of course, they don't. It's like i've got no control over anything except my own life but why would you kill yourself? I don't see any point in that at all. I mean come on, sure life gets bad but killing yourself? That's a little much. So is doing drugs, or lowering your standards, etc etc etc. I've known enough people to know what kind of erson would do that, how they act, but i've never learned the logic behind all of it. I've never understood the human race, i don't think i'll ever find out, cause seriously. Who does know? ha ha ha.

People are seriously so stupid sometimes it scares me a little bit. I mean, if we could just overcome the 7 worst sins and just LIVE LIFE and be good and not so rebellious, maybe the world wouldn't be as bad. I mean seriously, people starving out there and yet there are those who are FAT, RICH, buy new expensive BIG things everyday and they don't want to spend a dime on the poorer few who were born into that sad state. I wish rich people could switch with poor people for a day just to see what it's like. I'm not saying poor people are all great miserable people cause some people like it, but i'm just saying the people who actually deserve a chance, should well, get a chance! But it doesn't happen. Greed, jealousy, laziness etc etc.

Oh well. Human stupidity. Never gonna change sadly. Oh well. "be the change you wish to see in the world" ha ha ha :)) i love quotes. Good bye :)

Mia